Signs

Page 1. Vanity. "How does it feel, being young?" Smoking menthols beside a column outside work, I glanced at my reflection on a tinted establishment and wondered if I did the black knitted zip-up draped haphazardly around my shoulders justice. It's 2013 and the rain just started pouring. If anything, the aviators I wore made [...]

Helter Skelter

I clicked on the write button without any formal thought WHATSOEVER so bear with all the scatteredness and shit. You'd think I'd have probably gotten something by now -- but no, all I have are plans and not much inspiration to take into writing. I guess another playlist will do, for now. Hey maybe I could [...]

[Existen/essen]tial

Dear Big Mouth Blog, I apologize for prioritizing life over you. A long time ago I made a commitment to the artistry and I seem to have been pouring all my creativity to my profession that I neglect coloring you with it. All it takes to get me in retrospect and take my thoughts to writing [...]

Maybe we sleep

Maybe fulfillment, however fleeting, trumps the state of brooding & hollow I've come to call home. Maybe it pays to dream. Maybe slingshots, maybe gunfire, finality, and breakage discredits our faith. Maybe picketfence embraces and worrying about someone won't hurt as much in the long run. Maybe fear is fear and is poisonous when left unchecked. Maybe [...]

What are we to the gallows?

“We all need to look into the dark side of our nature – that’s where the energy is, the passion. People are afraid of that because it holds pieces of us we’re busy denying.” – Sue Grafton I. In a parallel world, the sun humanbathes. I walk the streets of Ayala at night and see festive [...]